Monday, July 31, 2017

My name is blurryface and I care what you think

..."I was told when I got older all my fears would shrink
But now I'm insecure and I care what people think...

My name's Blurryface and I, care what you think.
My name's Blurryface and I, care what you think.

Wish we could turn back time
to the good ole' days
When our mama sang us to sleep
but now, we're Stressed Out

Sometime's a certain smell will take me back to when I was young
How come I'm never able to identify where it's coming from
I'd make a candle out of it, if I ever found it
Try to sell it, never sell out of it, I'd probably only sell one

It'd be to my brother because we have the same nose
Same clothes, homegrown, a stone's throw from a creek we used to roam
But it would remind us of when nothing really mattered
Out of student loanes and tree house homes, we'd all take the latter

My name's Blurryface and I care what you think
My name's Blurryface and I care what you think

Wish we could turn back time
to the good ole' days
When our mama sang us to sleep
but now, we're Stressed Out

We used to play pretend, used to give eachother names
We would build a rocket ship and then we'd fly it far away
Used to dream of outer space and now their laughing at our faces
Sayin' "Wake up ya need to make money."

Used to play pretend, used to play pretend, bunny
We used to play pretend, wake up, you need the money
Used to play pretend, used to play pretend, bunny
We used to play pretend, wake up, you need the money
We used to play pretend, give eachother different names
We wou;d build a rocket ship and then we'd fly it far away
Used to dream of outerspace, but now their laughin at our face
Saying, "Wake up, you need to make money" 

We can all remember the carefree times of when we were little... nothing on our mind except fun, our friends, getting dirty, and being home by dinner time or before the street lamps turned on. All that time spent on tryin'a grow up way too fast... now here we are... Like a super rude alarm clock yankin us from our daydreams "Wake up, ya need to make money."  

Society, it's collective loud ass - rude mouth and throat shoving views, Unrealistic Beauty Standards, Consumerism, Confusion... Modern day Tv set babysitter's, Money, Greed, etc. 

All of this popped directly into my head for a pic when I first saw the add for the t.v. head by ~ MR ~ so I knew I just had to have it, and I really was sooo super excited to get 'Glitch'! That's exactly the one I was playing for. It's def a lot of fun!~

The Details:

*Special Thanks to my Sister Beth for posing with me in this photo*

Head: ~MoonRabbit~ Glitch - TV Gacha - @ The Project Kawaii | MR Store |
Dress: Boudoir - Money Gown
Pose: Pink Hustler Bento Poses - HUD 2

TD Pose from MP: {Little Dreams} Cutie Pose Pack 5

Sim Credit: De*cid*u*ous

Saturday, July 29, 2017

...You're Fucking Perfect...

 "Made a wrong turn,
 once or twice
 Dug my way out, blood & fire.

Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, Misplaced, Misunderstood
Miss, 'No way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down

Mistaken, always second guessing
Under-estimated, look... I'm still around.

Pretty, pretty please... 
Don't you ever ever feel,
like you're less than,
fucking perfect.

Pretty, pretty please,
if you ever ever feel,
like you're nothing,
you're fucking perfect, to me.

You're so mean,
When you talk.
About yourself,
you were wrong.

Change the voices,
in your head,
Make them like you,
Instead.... "

I hope rather than seeing this photo at only face value, you see the depth here and why, sometimes... everyone needs someone just to be on their side. To anyone struggling with whatever it may be... There are people who love you & care about you... I realize how many other variables may come into play, but, Remember -- how important it is to truly love you and care about you too because without that, you may not hear their voice when they are there trying to help pull you from the darkness that's inside. Everyone, needs someone, sometimes... and if you feel you don't have anyone... even if I don't know you, I will genuinly be there for you with no judgements, & no strings.

The Details:

Pose: Lil'Bug - Spotlight Pose w/Chair #2 -  | Mainstore | MP | vendor pic shown below
Hair: Spellbound - Sirena // Chapter II - Sky
Running Mascara: .Arise. - Running Mascara - (Catwa & Omega)
Top: (NO) - Fearless Shirt Tee (Bra & No Bra) - Maitreya & Omega Applier - @ Collabor8
Jeans: Legal Insanity - Cookie Baggy Blue Jeans
Choker: Etham - Lariat necklace #4

-Decor Accessories-
Prescription Bottles: Sloppy Seconds Perscription Bottles
Heroin Set: Sloppy Seconds Heroin
Whiskey Set: MLE - Jack Daniel's Whiskey Set
Pile of cans: -Kalopsia- Messy Cans
Newspaper & Magazine: Apple Fall - Crumbled Newspaper, Kalopsia - Magazine (Summer Edition)

Sim Credit (With Free Rez Rights): Soap

                                                        Lil'Bug Poses Spotlight Pose Vendor Photo

Thursday, July 27, 2017

Don't go to sleep to dream...

You say love is a 
hell you cannot 

And I say gimme mine back
and go there - for all I care

I got my feet on the ground
and I dont go to sleep
to dream

You got your head in the clouds
your not at all what
you seem

This mind, this body, and this voice
  cannot be stifled by
  your deviant ways

   So don't forget what
    I told you, dont come
  I got my own hell to raise

So I got the Flash Shot Monthly box this month. It's the first month it has come out and it's one of those monthly subscription boxes you get every month. It cost $500 for 10 poses... and I have to say I wasn't expecting what I got... They are awesome! For some reason I didn't really have high expectations, because it seems like any time I get one of those damn boxes, I hardly like anything that comes in them. But... I'm too curious not to at least give it a try anyways.

I'm def glad I did!! They all worked very nicely, smooth, none of that broken pose shit that you sometimes are unlucky enough to buy. (SO frustrating!!)

 This months box has poses by: Imitation, Something New, Sam Poses, SPP, Delicate Poses, p.o.s.e., K&S creations, Black Cat Poses, In This Moment & MILA. They are all different kinds of poses to single poses, to couples, kawaii poses, and etc. I don't post about things I don't like, Flash Shot is *Not* my Sponsor... I just think it's a pretty awesome concept. Great quality poses that come inside... so you all might start building up that Pose-itory & order next months box!
                                                    {Taxi -  Flash Shot Monthly }

The Details:

.Façade. - Aiyanna Tattoo @ Lost & Found Event :: | Mainstore | MP |

Pose: MILA. w Cigarette - Pose #1 
Hair: Little Bones. - Olympia - Bayalage
Slouching Sweater: ::Gabriel:: - Off Shoulder Sweater - Black
Sports Bra: Legal Insanity - Nicki bra - White
Baggy Jeans: Legal Insanity - Rai washed Jeans

Eye Makeup: Suicidal Unborn - Yrenea Eyeliner for Catwa/Omega

 Sim Credit: [    Elysion   ]

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

You can be just what I want... my true disaster

"Pretty boys, they didn't teach me things I didn't know
They don't have the thing that I need
But they don't know they don't
You got that old thing about ya and I can't hide my feels
Pretty girls, they always die out, need another sex appeal

I said, come on, give zero fucks about it 
Come on, I know I'm gonna get hurt
Come on, give zero fucks about it
Come on

Keep playin my heart strings faster and faster
You can be just what I want, my true disaster
Keep playin my heart strings faster and faster
You can be just what I want, my true disaster...

Pretty girls, they like it fancy, but you dont keep it clean
We get dirty and we go hard, some things we don't mean
Tell me "No one's gonna get ya", I'm just straight up mad
A fool in love, roll up beside me, and your just as bad..."

The Details:

Pose: Lil'Bug Poses - 'Stealing Your Kiss' Pose - @ Hashtag {Anniversary} Event
                                               Lil'Bug | Mainstore | MP |

Hair: Stealthic- Envy - Blondes
Bodysuit - Legal Insanity: Chloe Black Bodysuit - Maitreya
Jeans & Waist shirt - Legal Insanity: July Old Jeans - Lara Beta

                                                          Sim Credit: De*cid*u*ous

            *Special Thank You to Lucius Ashfield's Handsome ass for modeling with me again!*

                                           Lil'Bug Poses 'Stealing Your Kiss' Pose  - Hashtag Event

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Look at the stars... look how they shine for you...

"Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all Yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called Yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh, what a thing to've done
And it was all Yellow

Your skin
Oh, yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know
You know I love you so?
You know I love you so ?...

...Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do"

Coldplay - Yellow

I had the wonderful pleasure of working with one of my bro's on this piece, Lucious Ashfield, so I wanted to shout out a very special *Thank You* to him for taking the time to model with me! I was also able to explore a beautiful new sim, that is just as interesting as it is breathtaking. I absolutely love every piece of detail that is captured here, and the beautiful poetry that coincides with each of the different scenes. This sim has notecards that tell you all about where the name comes from, and what everything is about as well which allows you to truly marvel in it's creations and promotes depth of thought. If you're into exploring sims, or need a picturesque sim for photos, this one is worth exploring every quadrant. For me, this sim is right up there with Bryn Oh's "Hand". A Masterpiece of a concept on both sims. If you join De*cid*u*ous's Group Joiner, you are allowed to Rez for photo purposes... ofc make sure you clean up all of your items once your finished!!! Happy Exploring! ♥ 

The Details:

Pose: Lil'Bug Poses - Something Magical Pose @ Hashtag {Anniversary} Event 
Lil'Bug | MainStore | MP |

Hair: DOUX - Daphne - Blondes @ Tres Chic
Outfit: Safira - Jasmin Top & Bottom - Black Ombre @ Tres Chic

*NEW SIM ALERT!* Sim Credit: De*cid*u*ous 

Lil'bug Vendor Photo - Something Magical Pose - Hashtag Event

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Do You Remember When We Were Butterflies?

Do you remember when we'd stretch our 
arms and say that we could fly?

We'd patter our hands and stand on our
toes, gentle breezes whirling by.

Do you remember the sounds and 
thick sweet air, that kept us wrapped up tight?

All those hopes, and dreams, and things 
gone by, with eyes so calm and bright...

It isn't the same because your gone, your 
heart's a part of mine

But I think of our faces, those silly embraces...          
and now your spirit shines

                                  ...I gather my strength, put my arms out at length...                                      
and I remember when we were butterflies.

("Do you remember when we were butterflies" by Hunnie Von Munster)

The Details

Pose: Lil'Bug Poses - Butterflys Pose #1 @ Hashtag Event July 15. (Pose set poster shown below.)
|  Main Store  |  MP  |

Hair: Magika - Sugar - Hud 01
Outfit: Gizza - Urban Princess - Mint
Accessory: [ kunst ] - vintage cigarette & holder

Sim Credit: Elysion

                           Lil' Bug Butterfly Dances - 3 Poses available @ Hashtag Event beginning July 15th.

Sunday, July 16, 2017

Gotta go somewhere, to get to nowhere...

I'm sorry I haven't blogged as much lately. But, Things are starting to pick back up finally, as I am starting to feel a bit more back to myself ... dealing with anxiety and depression on top of so many other things in RL has made it difficult for me. I so appreciate every single person who takes the time to follow along with my photos and also every single person who reads my blog. From the very bottom of my heart, Thank you so much. ♥

Song: Grace - You don't own me - Ft. G Easy

The Details:

Pose: *!R.O!* - RAWR! - | Mainstore | MP |

Hair: SpellBound - Sunday - Unnatural Ombre's |
Shirt: Emery - Cozumel Top - Uva @ Collab
Skirt: Emery - Akumel Skirt - Ash @ Collab
Nails: SG - Sinal Stilleto Mesh Nails
Dimple Piercings: Jewelled Heart Dimple Stud
Rings: ::Chic Chica:: - Sky Rings #11,13,14,17,18,3,6, 8 (Gacha), Astralia - Wonderland Rings (heart)
Tattoo: .Absence. - Vitality Unisex Tattoo

Glasses - [Atomic] Eyewear - heartbreaker - Red

Head: LAQ - Gaia Bento Head

Volkswagon w Luggage: NOMAD // Vintage Road Trip Car - Flamingo @ Collab

Sim Credit: Whole Wheat

Thursday, July 13, 2017

Like a Rainbow

"You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
Its hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And thats why I love you
So dont be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
like a rainbow..."

Cyndi Lauper - True Colors


Tattoo: .Façade. - Dreadful - (Raw photo below) | Mainstore | MP |
Hair: Little Bones - Estine
Top: Psuedo - Yari Swimsuit Top - Pink
Shorts: Foxes - Miranda shorts - Grey

Sim Credit: Teqi's Lounge